In a quiet Nadur Cemetery where the gentle breezes blow,lies my beautiful niece Vanessa,that I love so dearly.Her resting place I visit placing flowers there with care,but no one knows my heartache when I turn to leave her there.Though her smile is gone forever and her hands I cannot touch,still I have so many Memories of my Niece I love so much.Her Memories is my keepsake of which I will never part,God has her in his keeping,I have her in my Heart.

                                                  I love You Vanessa

                                                               Forever Missed by 

                                                                             your antie Rita. 

                                                                                         oxxxooxox

                                  My Wish 

                  If I could have A lifetime Wish, 

                 A dream that would come true, 

                 I'd pray to God with all my heart for yesterday and             You,

                 A thousand words can't bring you back ,

                 I know because I've tried; and neither will a million       tears,

                I know because I've cried;   

                You left behind my broken heart,and happy memories    

          too;                                                                                                                 

               I never wanted Memories,I only wanted You.

                                                             I miss you Vanessa

                                                            Always in My Heart,

                                                                     Aunty Rita.

I ask the same question everyday Why and Why did you leave us so Young?. How could she be gone from this Earth? We had so many plans, what happen to Your future? You was suppose to graduate from College. Start Your life, fill all your dreams maybe some day have a family of your own?It is all taken aways from us and I still cannot understand and never will.I never wanted anything in this life but to have my children live life to the fullest. Now I wake up everyday wondering if you're  ok, if you need me. I know I need You ,I need you for everything.Forever Young thats what they say My Vanessa my Bubbie will be Forever Young and I will always ask WHY.

Every day when I wake up I can't believe your really not here with me, with us as a Family.

I wait and wait every day for you to come home, oh how I wait, I miss that sound of your voice as you tell me your home,and you come to hug me and saying mommy I'm so hungry. I want so badly to see that beautiful smile .I miss you so much my bubbie. But instead all I have are the pictures throughout the house, the horrible emptyness, the memories in my head and the pain in my heart,that will live with me forever. I don't feel the pain has lessoned at all like everyone says it will ,it's just grown worse. It's harder and harder to go on without you here with me,you was everythnig to me. How could it be a 1 Year and 8 months already?? It only seems like yesterday since you were here talking about all the things you wanted  to do,finish Collage,start teaching, go out with your brother as you always did,take us out as a family to dinner and shopping the four of us,we did everyweek.We still go out your brother now takes us,I miss you I miss you so much it is so different without you daughter,we all miss you,we are so lost without you .We wanted to do so much together. So much to ,your brother is so good he is your split image,very caring,Loving,respectful giving me and Daddy big bear hugs, exactly just like you always did.We still do the Family Hugs and I tell Daddy and Vincent wait then I get your Photo and Daddy tells me she is here with us in Our hearts. I miss you calling me Mom I miss you SO there are no words to describe how bad. I don't know how I'm supposed to go on without you by my side and I just don't understand WHY it had to be this way? I still have you name and mumber on my cell phone and last week I send a Text Meesage to you saying I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU,I HOPE YOU GOT THAT,and every once in a while my cell phone goes on with Madonna song I know it's you my bubbie ,you try to reach for me,Like every once in a while me and Daddy are in a s tore and your song comes up''Don't Stop Believing by Journey''Daddy and I look at each other and hug.You try to reach to us, we always get little signs,maybe  youdo try to reach us thru songs. Maybe I just pull away and I don't let you through. Whats wrong with me?What is wrong with me??I know it is my grieving .And I cannot let you go. 
Maybe this pain I feel is so strong that nothing can get thru to me at times.How I wish I could dream with you.
My Vanessa I only want you to be happy, free and enjoy your new life in Heaven. I know you are with all our loved ones and now you have Nanna Iris and Nannu Charlie watching over you.
So my sweet loving bubbie have a beauitful day in Heaven and please, help me thru my tears. I will always miss what we had and treasure our 24 years together as a mother and daughter .I Love you so much.
Love Always and Forever Mommy Daddy Borther Vincent

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Thinking of your precious family who loves and miss you dearly Vanessa. Please know that you’re in our family prayers daily and may God continue to guide your family. We are so, so sorry for your loss and know that as promised we shall all be with our children and loves again, one day. And ye now therefore have sorrow: but I will see you again, and your heart shall rejoice, and your joy no man taketh from you. John 16:22

James Long Maurice Long Dad

Vanessa lovely as a flower,and sweet as it's scent,for You in Our Life,surely was meant.Your memories will bloom,Forever in Us.A part of Our Live's You always will be.When we're feeling very sad,and Our hearts broke in two,we think of how You're flying high,with the wings God's giving You. We will miss you forever .We bet that you will be egg hunting with all your Angel friends.And find all you Favourite Easter Chocolate. We bought you a real Easter Card and Beautiful Roses and we  put it next to your Photo and your  candle.We Love You forever and we miss you so much it hurts.You have changed our Live's forever.Always guide us from Heaven as You always did on EARTH.We love You Daughter/Sister Forever.Enjoy the Easter in Heaven .xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Mommy Daddy

Brother Vincent

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