Missing you 2 years you left us Heartbroken / Forever Will Be Heart Broken Your Loving Family It is so hard to believe You have been gone 2 years.Everything still reminds me of You.I see the Sun shining...I think of you,I look into your brother's eyes,it reminds me of you,my gosh bubbie I look at Daddy I feel his pain too. I speak with my family about you always,I see something funny,I think ...Oh how my Vanessa would have laughed ..I think of you...I know how you never wanted me to be sad or unhappy,but it often brings me comfort,a peaceful feeling.My Vanessa here we are 2 years from that day that changed our lives forever.I am still trying to get through my life without you.I know you didn't know the impact this would have on our lives,I do continue searching for you where ever we go,I know I will find you only in my memories,memories of your big beautiful smile and your big brown eyes,how can we ever forget those eyes that radiant smile,that sense of humor that was Yours alone,and your funny jokes.You and your Brother shared and many more and that we can still hear you.You were that one of a kind,if only we could turn back the time.I look for you in crowds,especially places where I'm used to seeing you ,but those places aren't the same anymore for me cause I know you won't be there.When the phone rings I pray to hear your voice...I just need to talk with you my bubbie,I have so much to tell you and share with you.I feel the things were left so unfinished.You are on my mind all the time.To see your smile and to hear your laughter always made me feel whole and no matter how downhearted I was always lifted me up above any sadness or pain.That was my Vanessa. ~~To know her was to love her.~~
You couldn't help yourself...that's just the way my Vanessa was.So now when I feel a little sad or down I think of you my Vanessa and your beautiful smile, your laughter,your love for me,for everyone. I know someday I will see you again,that's my believe,until thast time,I will keep my Vanessa close to my heart and forever etched in my memory...till we meet again...Love you FOREVER.
REMEMBERING HOW MY DAY STARTED WHEN YOU WERE BORN~JULY 29TH 1982~~AND HOW MY DAY ENDED JULY 31 ST,2006
I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER MY ANGEL IN HEAVEN.......
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